Why do some very capable people or will I say, talented people, often find doors of opportunities closed to them, while you may see others with less skills and talents enjoy unlimited opportunities and success in every area of their lives? Does this sound familiar to you? Well, as unfair as it seems, I believe that timing has a lot to do with it.
When your time has not come, for whatever you desire to achieve or acquire, you may continue to get tossed over, until your time comes.
Everyone has their time, and while you wait for your time to come, you need to grow and mature in those areas that you have been childish. Some blessings will never come until you have gone through your own life's lessons, which is a blessing in disguise- that prepares us for what is ahead.
I just want to encourage you dear friend, your time will come. Just do not give up. Be patient with yourself and continue to pace on. Remember that a journey of a thousand miles begins with a step. You are not doing badly I must tell you. So keep on trying, your time will definitely come.