GOD does not ever waste experience- I mean, that situation you are going through is a big lesson that GOD wants you to learn from. See beyond that situation and pay attention to your spirit. A lot of people have given up on life because of what they are going through, but I tell you this, you can only qualify for the next level when you have successfully passed the difficult test of life. In fact I would say you should count yourself privileged for all the lessons learned from your past experiences because only then will you qualify for your breakthroughs. So friend, pay attention! See beyond your situation and be grateful!